Thursday, May 05, 2005

Frankly Speaking

Dear A,

As you would have already read in chin's blog i would definately agree to what she says. Knowing you'll hate me or even ignore me forever i'm just gonna say it because i feel that you need to know how i really feel about it.

SAYING AND COMPLAINING WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING IS NOT GOING TO DO YOU GOOD. PLS DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

what angers me all the time is that your feeling of being depress is making me think that the lack of ATTENTION and the denial that BOTH OF YOU STILL LOVE EACH OTHER, from that certain someone has made you want attention from others. giving you compasion all the time. It is not that it is a huge problem of listening and giving compasion but it is useless providing something when the problem will resurface time and time and time and time again.

sometimes i feel that you are in a situation where your married to the person and facing verbal and physical abuse everyday when in fact YOU'RE NOT. you are in fact putting yourself in that situation to make yourself even more miserable.

i do understand the insecurities of being in a foreign country but i find that without trying to adapt to the new environment and mixing around more it has caused you to rely on that certain someone too much so much so that you depend on that person for every possible emotional emergency that you need.

whatever happen to that person who is able to face her challenges on her own and fight them by speaking out! that person has taken a very very long vacation since july 2004. I WANT THAT PERSON BACK!

and by the way you are starting to sound very very superficial everything is about looks nothing matters to you on the inside anymore.

that is all i have to say.


if you feel very hurt i am sorry but you feeling upset time and time again has angered me alot because if not for the FUCKER you will never have ever PUT YOURSELF DOWN SO LOW THAT IT COULD REACH THE CORE OF THE EARTH.