Boring life...

i think i lead a rather boring life... reason being i don't really hav much of a social life.. how interesting can that be right. ok the hi and bye ppl quite a few but the ones that are like really friends i can only say a handful which is bothering me. isit so difficult to find ppl i can click with. or maybe i'm just a friend that is too demanding.

It's the pms feeling down again recently which i have do bloody idea why. trying to look at the brighter side of life but not really working.


Today i kinda had fun though. i got to do lindy and the YMCA open house which i found rather cool cause you know i'm starting to take a liking for the dance. it's rather cool. besides salsa.

Alot of things have been going through my mind. i don't know what also. i'm just not satisfied with my life that's it.


A few weeks ago i was trying to find myself. pertaining to alot of things some which are rather private. and i've taken care of that bit but now i'm not satisfied with other stuff. especially socializing... i think i suck at it. *sigh*... what to do.. HELP ME someone.