I'm back

It's been quite sometime since i'm back... ok well not really ... i've only been in sing a total of 2 days yes that's right you heard me the rest of the days have been spent in malaysia... went up to visit some relatives.and i got a new hair do how cool's that i totally dyed my hair... quite happy with it.

Went to chin's b'day and me and alet gave her the surprise she was suppose to get haha... and she teared!!! it was great man i danced the night away... salsa that is... and chin's friends did some jamming sessions as well which was really really cool. danced till my feet ached


KL was ok.. cried abit when i paid respect to grandpa.. cause you know the feeling something was missing... in the house... i miss he's voice calling me ... but oh well.. life has to go on... saw my cousins which i missed and had a great laugh with them too... and not forgetting grandma's cooking was great!!! has so much chilli can just die


But i miss my friends back in aust too!! MISS YOU YING!! nah see i type your name already ah don't say i never mention your name :P

ok i guess that's all for now... till next time... salsa updates muhahaha!!!


Pheli

Pissed!!! Was it a big mistake?

Exams are finally over but somehow i'm not getting any excitment at all... going back in 4 days time and i've still got so much to pack... Intro to finance was bloody hard couldn't do anything and my other guy friend who did less preparations than me though that it was ok... shit... this is a sign.. maybe i'm not suppose to even go into this line or something... i'm quite prepared to actually repeat the module next semester... which means i've gotta go to my course advisor to get my units done again... and which also means i wouldn't be able to study one of my fave units which is HRM...somehow no one likes to study that though... don't know why i find it rather interesting ... better than punching in numbers in the calculator and going nuts over something that you don't understand... One a happier note.. i felt that my econs hist was ok ... didn't really prepare for it though... relied alot on my last test, lect notes and tut notes... and mostly maybe cause of the way my lecturer teaches it's rather interesting and i sub conciously remember all the fact that she talks about... i admit that history is not something that i really like in then past but after having such sucky subjects i just feel like that's the best alternative to enjoy among my 4 units.

Sometimes i feel as if coming here was a big mistake... it's farking tough... or maybe i'm just not use to the way they ask things here... or something.. i just don't get it... i'm making extra effort to do my work and this is what i get... not understanding stuff.. maybe my brain is just not cut out to study anymore or something... i just wish... things would go smoothly next year... i really really need it to be that way... i'm all geared up to study for next sem already... this sem.. was really really and i must say really tough... handling new environments are not easy especially when your in a foreign country...

Sat's coming up soon... got lots to shop for... actually not really... was hoping to get a tan before i go back... nice golden brown if my skin can even turn that colour... oh well.. should head to the beach myself tomorrow... spend some me time.. it's been quite sometime since i've done that and i think tomorrow's the perfect time to do so.



Pheli.

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Ok i know i'm suppose to be studying ... but look wad i'm doing man... i'm so distracted... i guess i am in hols day mood right now... and i can't wait to get back on sat and attend my best bud's b'day, it's been months since i've seen them... and oh the food yum.. it's wonderful i miss all the food back home... and i'm definately going to do some exercise and lots and lots of salsa...

Exams have started and it's not been pretty good.. i just hope that i'll pull through this time round... i found that the papers were rather difficult and stuff so you know lah... DIE ALREADY... my fave line...

I've been hanging out quite abit with a new friend... she's quite cool... i feel that we are somehow able to talk and stuff... so i'm glad that i gotta know her.. heh... you know who i'm talking about don't have to say... oh man if your reading this right now!! i wish i knew you earlier... hanging out with you it's fun man! you crack the hell outta me.... gonna miss you when i head back home next week... heh... plus your nice perfume smell... hahahaha.... *sniff sniff*

Bought lotsa food today... just in the buying mode think i'm stressed... that's why... and nice pineapple tarts that are halal and gave some to ross and idah and of course my dearest shaah... haha hari raya is coming up and deska and ross won't be able to make it in time so i figured let them have some of this to cheer them up and stuff...

ok so it's 2 more papers and 2 more to go... don't know how i'm actually gonna cramp all the bloody facts into my small head... 2 heavy units in a day... wad the hell... argh... oh well


Alet and i were chatting and we were discussing how much we miss each other and BACHATA... our BACHATA SONG... we're the "lesbians" in the group hahaha cause we're the only 2 that dance together when the bachata song comes up not to forget the salsa and the merengue as well... yeah babe!!! hahahaha *muah* hahaha ALET i know your blushing now hehehe....


ok lah i think i better get back to work before i get more nagging from my dearest friends over here... till next time


xoxo
Pheli

Baby Brovaz - Baby Boy

Stress Reliever song... I LOVE THIS SONG...

Thanks to my BABY SISTER... i didn't have this song on my comp...

My progress has been really quite slow. I think cause i read slow and write slow and understand slow... everything is SLOW!!! argh... i have no time... anyway i'll be home in 2 weeks which is rather exciting and stuff cause miss everyone back home yippy!!!

And here comes my complain..

I've been spending too much time on MACRO and now i've gotta rush my consumer behaviour which is on wed.

Finance and Econs Hist i've not even really touched them yet which is really really really BAD cause my paper is on the following Monday... SHIT someone tell me how!!!! I'm in a state of panick... argh... gonna cry soon.. sad sad.. i wish this would be all over soon.... help... ok back to the books...

"Baby Boy"

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How it’s been, what
we went through
Although we’ve had our
little ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl you’re my
world my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus:]
My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.

Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believe
I’ve found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child C’mon

[Chorus]

If you were to go, I don’t know
You’re the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause you’re my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you’re not by my side
You’re the only girl
that’s on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna
see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you
one day baby eh..

[Chorus / Outro]

xoxo
Pheli

Help...

Exactly 8 days till exam

Exactly 19days till i fly home

Wad am i doing man...

I've been trying to study for the past few days... today was a more fruitful one then the past countless times that i've been trying....

I found my corner in the Reid library.. had to resort to that cause i knew if i were to stay in my room there goes the computer being switched on... the bed oh so inviting!! argh... i managed to reach the library at about 8.30 and did some work till about 10 went to my course advisor to plan my next 1.5 years units then went back at about 10.30 and did some work again till 12. When back to college for lunch. Headed back to the library at 1 and was stuck there till 6pm.

When i went to my course advisor the other day... when i found out i couldn't do the derivatives stream for my finance major... i was quite bummed cause a friend told me that it's actually a good course to learn so that i'll be able to make lotsa money next time... but oh well... time constrants unable to complete the course in the remaining years i have left. So now i have to opt for the trading stream... hopefully it would affect my future that bad... Then i had to choose another unit besides the core units which i have to complete for the trading stream and again.. calculas was needed. So that's why i have to go back to him again to seek advice.

He then found out that i may not be able to cope with the calculus unit cause i've never done calculus in all my life and that he felt i was better off doing some other option that was given... Which is called Businss Analysis and Valuation. heard that it's not a bad combination from my trading stream too.. so yeah that's what i've decided to take. Calculus is tough and it's not point for me to selfstudy in singapore cause i heard that it's even tougher if you do it alone. And i'm looking on the bright side which is that i would be able to take up HRM units. which i've been wanting to take. I can't do a minor on HRM though cause i'll be short of 1 unit. and it's no point cause usually they don't show minors on your transcript.
I know this is so bloody complicating.. but at least i've got this part figured out already... i guess... it's not like i have any other choice. and stuff... and since that is the best option he is able to give me then i'll do it. OK although Paul Lloyd is some big slow moving guy... he's actually quite nice... like you can see that he does things in the best interest of you. And that's good cause i know coming here is not really a waste of money. so yeah.

Hmm... sex and the city is at 8.30... should i watch... thinking and still thinking ... haha... it's quite an addictive show... but wad about my work... sigh... i wanna go home soon can't wait... i need a holiday... thinking about my exams is giving a headache...


Pheli