Sunday, October 07, 2007

wow it has been awfully long since i have even written something here, due to the "lack of time" which i have been having in the past few months... okay okay... maybe not. Just rather caught up with other things in life.

A few things have changed since i have last written. First of all i have actually scored myself a job about 2.5 months ago. I wouldn't say that it would be the most perfect place to start but i believe that fate has brought me to this one for a reason. The name of the company isn't THAT well known.. for starters. But perhaps if you looked at the 2 company names alone by itself it has been deemed to be rather established. Over the past 2.5 months here i would say that i have had to learn alot of things faster than usual. The pace of work is much faster than you would find in other industries hance there's always a sense of urgency you would feel quite often during the offical "9am to 6pm" and you can really feel the term which we often use "time is money". As this company is rather new, the amount of business that is coming in is much more than the amount of staff avalible can take, hence the turn over rate is very high, everyweek there would be someone leaving. I upsets me quite abit as it makes me think twice on whether i should stay or go, but i believe that staying would definately benefit me more than leaving. It is true that i do feel like we're working mice with huge workload laid upon us everyday but i do believe that it one benefit me in the long run through the experience gained. So i tell myself to suck it up and bear with the so called torture. well in the next few months i am just hoping things will turn better and get use to things around me. i def have improved alot from day 1 and will not stop till i perfect my job. i'm all ready to put in whatever it takes. so wish me luck!

Last month was my birthday month,and somehow it didn't feel as exicting as it was for the past 23 years of my life. Turning 24 was more of a dread, but i was glad that i had the people whom i loved the most around me. It was just a small gathering nothing big as i didn't really want a hugh ass thing like i used to. So dinner was great and clubbing after well i got kinda tipsy that night. Def not drunk but just high with the amount of alcohol being fed for the night. i would say that i was rather proud of the amount i was able to drink considering i am not a heavy drinker most of the time. Even though many know that i haven't been very happy with life in general but i can say that, that night really put a smile on my face with all the company. :) THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY NIGHT SO WONDERFUL!

Well that's about all the major things happening in my life at present moment more to come in the next few months :)


ciao