AHHHHHHHH.........!!!

school's starting in 3 days.... panick panick!!! as usual!! lol i'm way behind on my revision... i wish it was only the start of the hols though... but oh well.. it's all over now... argh! i didn't really think i really really wasted my whole hols though but reading is just too slow i'm just like tortise... and luckily i had kinda a timetable planned out for me so in a way i'm forced to do my work... so it's more productive then the last one. but not enough not enough!

time really passes to quickly man it's like gonna be end of the semester again and yeah next's year's my final year! i feel old *hump!

just yesterday i've taken a liking to jay chou songs... i can't believe it! karina and lindt would be so proud of me ahahahaaha!!! well not all of the songs but some... and i'm like a fool mummbling and humming to the songs... y? cause i can't read the chinese words for nuts ahahaha! well i can read some... but not all so yeah... thanks to suwen she lent me the live version cd so i've got all the songs on my lappy! ehehe... i feel so china-fied!

Nano came on the 22nd but cause it was under mum's name to tara didn't know who to pass the parcel too... so i'm enjoying nice music on it ehehe... THANKS TO MY DARLING SISTER (MISS SIOW YING YI) that i got it ahahaha!! eh so don't say i never thank you ah! and of course thanks to mummy for the b'day gift... motivation for me to work harder... ehehe...

Watched lemoney snicket's a series of unfortunate events (the movie) for like the 3rd time i just love it and went to the website to find out more about him and the series and his 12 books are really interesting ... well i just read the 1st chap online for the 4th book and i want MORE!!!!! so project during the summer break!! read! and i've got about 4 more books at home waiting for me... from justin ehehe....

anyway i can't wait for the hols to come i miss dancing!! i miss salsa! i miss hanging out i miss driving and i miss everyone who misses me back home! can't wait to see you guys again... i need salsa... oh well exams finish on the 17th so i might go back on the 18th... we'll see...



pheli

Perth Royal Show

It's just like any other carnival but the atmostphere made it fun! with lotsa ppl all around you... food was good and fireworks were great! sarah and aida took rides although it was a little pricy i can say that it was worth it. they had alot of fun and yeah bought my show bag and spent the rest on food... however... lol bus services ended early so the 3 of us walked from clamont all the way back to stirling highway... took us a total of 45mins... didn't get to jog during the day so i guess this makes up for it. Glad that i went this year even though i had tons to do.

Busselton

From the picture above:Sarah,Lucy's mum(steph),Lucy's Dad(Peter) and me

Just got back from busselton on monday and it was great! lots and lots of eating thanks to lucy's parents they're cooking was really really yummy! got to do alittle sight seeing on the short trip and we went crabbing as well... caught 3 large ones and a few small ones but they have to be a certain size before we could keep our catch so the small ones we had to let them go. Got to stear the boat back to the bay which was super cool lol... loved it! Lucy's dad cooked really good pancakes and the best chilli crab or rather the only chilli crab i've eated so far here.. wonderful wonderful!

This trip i should say was short but yet good... gave me time to relax even though i was coughing like a mad cow. Sarah reckons me and lucy and make a "band" (both of us are coughing you see). Bought some chocolate back went to visit multiple chocolate shops lol. Got a bottle of red wine from lucy's dad he says he bought is from his friend who owns a vinyard and they wanted to get rid of stock cause the order that was suppose to go to malaysia was cancelled.. bought 12 bottles for 50 bucks how cheap is that? so now i've got a nice bottle of red wine sitting in my room ehehehe.. and my new addiction simons's ice cream no ice cream can beat that, the texture and the taste hmmm..... *drool

Thank you lucy for welcoming me and sarah to your home! it was great! *muah!*

The sheep

Me and Lucy

Lucy and Sarah

Me stearing the boat

The Crabs we caught

Me and Lucy's Dad (Peter) eating the yummy crabs

Court

A day after my b'day celebrations we went to a gay club!!! to mark the begining of our 2 week break ehehe... it was a blast although i was super duper tired everyone had a great time and we saw tons of gay ppl making out it was great! ahahaha something new for some and a norm for others. Got to hang out with 2 groups of ppl sof's gang and my gang. The music was great and ros really enjoyed herself she said the music was so much better than metros. I'm so glad that everyone had a great time. I know hammie did *muah!* lol. We danced the night away wonderful wonderful life!!








Next trip to look forward to BUSSELTON!!! Lucy invited me and sarah to her place over the weekend i can't wait!!! Till then!
Pheli

My 22nd Birthday

Okie this year's birthday i can say that it's the best that i've ever had.. birthdays just get better and better whoo hoo!!! We went to 4 places that. Ciao Italia, Mustang Bar,Varga Lounge and Paramount.

Our 1st stop Ciao Italia for dinner!! The most yummy dinner that i had in ages!! As there was a super big group of us we kinda split tables if not there wouldn't be space for all of us. My table had 3 dishes, pasta, calamari and salmon pizza it's was great! the rest had tiramisu after dinner but i couldn't eat anymore cause i was so full. but the cake was the restaurant's specialty so it's a must try if anyone went there i had a taste of it and it was super yummy!!! Thanks to eunice and justin we had desert wine to accompany our dinner and it was good!!! When my cake came they surprised me with sparkers BIG KISSES for eunice who made the arrangements *muah!* love you babe! it put a super big smile on my face. The ice cream cake was good we finished everything even the boss of the restaurant said it was good ahahhaahah.

After dinner we headed down to mustang bar to chill while waiting for the live band to come on. When we reached i was so surprised and they were having lindy hop social. Well even though it was salsa this makes up for it cause i was craving for a proper dance for like the longest time!! This guy came up to me and asked for a dance and i said why not? and i danced with him even though i didn't even really know how to lindy. The best part he carried me up a couple of times!! it was great!!! ahahahaah... After lindy we waited for another hour or so and the live band came on. Julia did a shout out for me it was great!! we jumped and danced to the music.


We then headed down to varga lounge for some hip hop music and rise had a really long queue. The music was great! The next and last stop was paramount although there weren't alot of ppl around the rest were goofing around and dancing. I was quite tired by then so i didn't really dance that much. After which we went home cause the rest had to leave early for their trip up north.

It was the best night i've ever had over here so far it's was great!!! THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT MADE THAT NIGHT SO SPECIAL!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!





P.S: More pics will be up on flickr as my account has reached it limit so till post more in time to come!!

Pheli

just a thought

how would you feel when you trust someone fully and suddenly they turn against you? well it hurts really bad but i guess it's just that the person who hurt you doens't realise it or enjoys letting you feel hurt... i guess that's life coping with ppl like that around you it may seen difficult but what's the point of thinking about it when you are the one being affected not the other party... i'm quite sure that the other person doens't give a fuck as to how you feel so why bother?

There are many such ppl in life that are like that and it's good in a way as it prepares you for the big world outside. Trust is something that needs to be earned for alot but it is also easily lost. How long a person takes to trust another varies but i guess for me it's too easy and that is why i get hurt really often... but it's the building process i guess... making me stronger each day and realising that there are other better people out there... i won't diz others with such characters as there's nothing much one can do. but to accept them for what and who they are. that's life

so true

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

rite...

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Deceived

Things just gets "better" and "better"... i seriously don't know what to say... too many things, too many lies.... Every year my b'day justs gets worst by the year... maybe it's hinting to me that it's time to end my life.ARHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!

i'm not asking for sympathy or pity. All i ask is the support from those who know what i'm going through.. i just wanna get over this and get on with my life. so bear with me for the next week or so or at least till the healing process is done.

Movies

Hmm... haven't been to the cinema in ages... but anyway i wanna watch some of these movies in time to come...




1. Charlie and the chocolate factory
2. Duke of hazzards
3. Tim Burton's Corpse Bride
4. Deuce Bigalow: European Gigolo
5. The Perfect Catch
6. The longest yard

wishing for the impossible

i want to run away, far far away from reality. So i tend to sleep more often now adays. It brings me to a place called wonderland... My wonderland, where i can control what i want to see happens. When but when i see the pale yellow walls i know i've reached back to reality. Something which i dread quite a bit now a days. Facing the numourous number of people everytime i step out of the door and putting on a smile on my face when deep down it might be hurting. Crying seems impossible somehow emotions just show on the inside. I think i need to cry everything's trap inside like a bottle of egerly waiting bees waiting to escape.

Someone help me and take me away from all these heartache.. why do relationships have to be so complicating? i've asked myself that countless of times. Many times i've forced myself accept what's put in front of me but how long can i take such situations happening over and over again.

There are times that even an independent young lady would need to seek the comfort of the person who is dear to her heart. when will that person come then?

They say time will heal, i wish there would be a time machine that would help me fast forward time. I'm sick of feeling this way.

Take me away, away from this dreadful life.