Zouk

ok as you can see i'm at home again.... last night went to zouk... mum nagged again as usual what's new.... cause i was having a flu and i still went... so today my cough got worst.. but i'm too lazy to walk to the doctors it's a 20mins walk and it's so humid i can't take it.

Diana wanted to get a ride so she took a taxi down to my place i guess you can say that she's the 1st perth friend that has ever been inside my house... well only the 1st story... but yeah i didn't really show her around cause we were gonna pick chin up. Luckily she was in the car with me cause i'm really bad at maps and directions and we kinda got lost... i've never been to chin's new place so having missed the turning yeah we got lost... worst part it was newton area so i had to go like 2 twice round newton circle... i hate it when there are alot of cars on the road i just get a little intimidated but all was well we got chin and we headed for zouk..

When we got there all the seats were taken up and there was no one on the dance floor.. so diana tried called clarence to see where he was and i called eug as chin desperately wanted to sit so yeah eug reserved a table... i felt really bad cause from the time i've met him it's been quite alot of favours or rather stuff that he's done for me... and so far i've done nothing in return... my principle is that i should never take advantage of anyone so if they've done something nice for me one way or another i'll do something in return... but oh well i guess the time will come one day but not yet...

Anyway joined eug and friends again... i felt abit weird cause i dont' know the ppl well.. and as most of you should know by now if i don't know the ppl i'll be super quiet.... so yeah. Sorry if i seemed abit anti social.. it's not that i don't wanna talk... i'm just naturally shy among new ppl... There was also some scandalous stuff going on last night... those ppl should know who they are LOL.... i was a little shocked but... then again who am i to comment on them. It's btwn them and not me. Oh and i got to see the oh so famous jay chou look alike and he cut his hair!!!!! now he looks even more like jay chou LOL...

Last night the dance floor was super packed couldn't even dance properly... all you could do was shake a little here and there and you'd even bump into ppl by just doing that... There was also this one for one thing going on and most ppl took advantage of it hence there was alot of puke on the floor. I didn't drink took a few sips from chin's drink and that was it... cause i was driving so i didn't wanna do anything stupid plus... i'm not really and alcohol fan so yeah... The music got better towards the end of the night. AND they played my current fav song!!! from the madagascar soundtrack " i like to move it move it, you like to move it move it" *shakes butt*

On the way home i almost hit into a taxi cause i was coming out of my lane and i didn't notice the taxi in front of me stopping. luckily i took a sharp turn out of my lane if not that was it... :S i'll get killed by my mum or something.. but i managed to keep to the speed limit at almost all times... hehe... 1 speeding ticket is enough for me i dont' need another one.. but it was nice.. winding down the window and playing my mariah cd was just so relaxing... i guess that was why i took my time to get home... if not usually i'll be speeding all the way... it's a natural reaction of an impatient person.. I guess that kinda sums up what happened last night... there were other stuff but i don't think it's appropriate for alot of ppl to know about it...

Today woke up at about 9 i only had about 4 hrs of sleep... the ministry of environment was fogging the place i guess cause there have been quite a few ppl getting dengy fever already so yeah i woke up to the bitter smell of it... it was quite bad... didn't sleep with aircon if not my cough would be even worst than what it is at present moment. Being at home just kinda sucks makes ones mind go crazy i think... i notice that every single time i stay at home i'll think about my results.. i just seriously have a bad feeling about it... i don't know man... argh...

If i'm better tomorrow which i hope... i might go down to the gay club... justin is planning to bring someone there ehehehe... the nonsense he does sometimes and he asked me to come along which is most prob after my salsa if i go.. considering grandma is arriving tomorrow we'll see how much freedom i'll get... anyway gtg

till when i feel like writing again...
Pheli

Bored..

Staying at home for the day... i've been going out for the past 2 days... spent alot of money already.. heh... yesterday as seoul garden with college mates and then after that was ktv... that was rather interesting.. joyce's bf was like yelling into the mic half the time and we couldn't even hear ourselves.. all we could hear was him :S i could not stop laughing.. well quietly laughing.... cause his voice wasn't exactly you know great but it's alright i guess if he didnt' yell so much. Justin's voice was not too bad diana's too... all was great fun. Singing really strained my voice.. i'm currently having a sore throat at present moment. Partially cause justin spread his bloody cold to me!!! JUSTIN!!! argh!!!

Tonight going to zouk so dance for awhile and later when we get bored we shall head to coco latte. never visited the place before and since it's walking distance why not right? Maybe next week wala wala or balacava.. Can't believe it time passes really quickly. It's been about 2 weeks since i'm back... have lotsa ppl to meet... now since most of them are aware of my presence back in sing. Next week a beach date to tan will also be made with a sec school friend. and yes not forgetting the trip to ECP to cycle karina wants to cycle but i wanna blade so we'll see... i know i blade really slowly but i don't care i quite enjoy it except for the part when i'm going to fall..

Grandma, and my mum's eldest bro are coming to sing this friday.. which means freedom is gonna my stripped off me for the next few days at least till they go back. I remember the last time grandma came to visit my god!!! i nearly died... i felt i was being watched like at least through out the day. I remember coming home from school and i saw her like peeping out from the window and before i could open the door she opened it for me like immediately!!!! and when it came to lunch she sat right in front of me and made sure i ate :S those who know me well by now should know my picky habbits so yeah i had to force myself to eat whatever she cooked if not it wouldn't be too nice so yeah.... So main point i have to stay home for the next few days when they come argh!!!!!!!!!!!! but of course since now sis got into salsa ehehhehehe there's an excuss to get outta da house..

Alecia just came back from the states if i'm not wrong it was an overseas attachment in some law firm or something how cool is that can't wait to see her miss her heaps :P can't wait to give her this huge hug!!!!

Pat's coming back from UK as well but i don't know the exact date apprently she extended her attachment cause she can't finish some project that she's helping the company with... Patty cake i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of my stress reliver one of the few ppl that has gone through alot with me... love you so much!!!! ehehe...

Went for salsa last friday and sat. ya lah i know freak right? lol Went on friday cause salsa friends were there and as for sat sis dragged me and mum said "did you say that when you get your license you'll drive your sis everywhere and anywhere she wanted".. well i did say that lah.. so a promise is a promise i guess so i just went and i really want her to improve her dancing too so yeah more practice is always good. I guess i got this from when i was in the sec school dance team Patrick our instructor always pushed us and i got the discipline from dance through there which i really thanks him for cause he saw something in me i guess that i made it into every dance performance that we had be is school or outside competition and i was always the one in the front middle.. around that area... maybe cause of my height too but oh well.. That's why if all you guys were wondering where i get some dance moves from or how i managed to move my body smoothly LOL most were from him and hip hop classes at jitterbugs.
Now to think of it i kinda miss hip hop alot but this was the dance that wore out my knees.. i can't like strain my knees too much if not they'll hurt.

Results are out next week... i've been thinking about it almost everyday... had a dream 2 days ago it was quite bad cause i dreamt that i failed everything... i woke up with my heart pounding really really fast and i felt so upset.. i did study i've been trying to constantly keep up with all my units but still i don't think what i wrote was enough.. if i really don't make it this time then i just feel like quitting school.. don't think mum has enough to support me i feel like shit.. seriously every damn time she talks to me when i was in perth was about my results... being pressurized every freaking day hence i think i stress myself alot or rather i put pressure on myself alot cause i don't want to let them down.. i know i'm not that smart so yeah ppl can just study and score like high Ds and i'm like working extra hard and maybe only getting a credit! i'm not satisfied with such product so hence i have to put in more and more again next sem. I have learnt to handle my stress alittle last sem and i really let loose so now i gotta work on my studying speed cause i really read like a bloody tortise.. ok i shan't think about it already most prob the papers are all marked already and there's nothing i can do about it we'll just ahve to see the results.

ok see you guys at zouk tonight. whoever i'm gonna meet...

Pheli

1 week

Wow it's quite fast... 1 week already since i've been back.. what have i accomplised... nothing much actually... lol... i haven't really going out.. Ya i know everyone must be thinking so lazy this girl... but what to do... ahahahahahah... no lah i just have no motivation.. don't know why. so far ppl i've met..

1. Chin and salsa friends
2. eug and his friends
3. One of my poly friend

That's about it. just no mood. staying at home seems the best thing at present moment. Unless ppl are willing to drag me outta the house... lol.. salsa tomorrow? maybe? if i get the car... mum dented the car door while in a rush to go to a meeting... and dad said.. like mother like daughter *rolls eyes* cause i had a little mishap before i got my license heh... but it was the left door... so now one right one left.. oh well poor car... heh...

I'm finally getting down to the da vinci code... yes jason after 6month of borrowing the book from you... i'm finally taking the next step reading it... i've been trying to read it in aust but i've been so busy that everytime when i start i just have no time to continue. yeah... anyway started at about 3pm and read all the way till about 1am until my eyes cannot take it anymore... lol and i'm only halfway done. so yeah i'm gonna try and finish this book today so yet again i'll be staying at home... maybe i'll go do some jogging later.. been sometime since i've done that, since exams.

Oh everyone's having crushes on alot of ppl at the moment about 2 friends are being crushed on lol how cool is that but then again it puts them in a dilema cause they don't really like the other party not hate kinda not like but simply that that they don't feel the same way towards the other party. I guess humans are just like that they are never satisfied. Actually more like they always want what they can't get. I think i'm kinda like that too.. :P oops.. i have crushes and the moment i managed to talk to them and stuff the feeling just goes away like chea told me "phelicia you always want what you can't get" hmm actually i realised that it's quite true.. not just to me but to alot of ppl around me. oh well just an observation.

Things i wanna do before i go back to perth.

1. Meet more poly friends and sec school friends spend time with salsa friends
2. Eat all the local food
3. Exercise more to balance all the food that is going in lol.
4. Revise my macro
5. Watch more movies
6. Salsa more and more and more...
7. Visit Jazz@southbridge
8. Visit wala wala or balacava
9. Just chill...
10. Ntot forgetting to spend time with mum and sis..
11. Go bladding at East Coast Park with chinny babe

Yep that's what i've planned so far but whether i'm going to do it all that's another story... But so fast i've accomplished what i wanted to do in perth so who knows... in what will happen here... lol..


Anyway gotta continue my book now bubu...

Pheli

Back in sing

i've been home only for 4 days and yeah i miss ppl back in college... been chatting up with them online and things have been going great... i suppose... quite happening actually... especially their clubbing experience which i would not go into detail..

Been salsaing for the past 2 days and my feet are aching from the blister and the 3 inch heels which i dance with. My body clock has somehow gone mad.. i've been sleeping at about 4 or 5 am the past few nights and waking up at 2 or 3 pm in the afternoon.. how crazy is that?

Met chin and the gang as a whole yest and it was nice seeing them again. after being away for a few months things can sure change. sis has gotten into salsa quite abit and has been quite pationate about it just like how i was when i started out. brought her to union square yest and she danced with quite a few of my friends. that was really nice cause she'll get to improve asap.. i'll bet you that the next time i come back she'll be the pro on the dance floor already :)

i danced on the small stage at union square and i was really happy . the singer got me and chin to go up which i found really great!!!!!!! 1st time back in union and i get this treatment how cool is that? and we got drinks on the house later cause of our participation. hehe... Monsoon season is here so hmm... i guess the tanning has to come later when there is less rain.. if i don't get to tan this time round then i'll be a white chicken again... but oh well what to do...

Mum says that she wants me to colour my hair again cause the colour is coming out.. but this time i'm going to do a really dark colour so that when it grows out it's not that obvious... not planning to colour it much anymore.. cause i don't see the point.. i'm getting tired of coloured hair so yeah.. and i'm going to cut it as well but i'm still thinking how short i should cut it... most prob about 3 to 4 inchs below the shoulder.. just to get rid of the unhealthy hair.

I've been so lazy now adays i don't feel like meeting up with ppl here all i wanna do is to stay at home and not go anywhere.. i'm so lazy to do anything.. i can't wait for the ppl in perth to come back though.. then we can go out LOL... think i'm getting too attached to them.. but oh well we do see each other practically everyday... so yeah what to do... lol. tomorrow i may or maynot go out.. depending on the weather and what i plan to do.. oh well we'll see


Pheli

2 more papers...

Today micro kinda stucked... i didn't revise enough for one of the topics which i was quite farmiliar with as i was busily doing the others... which is quite upsetting to me as most of the qns that came out were from there... the moment i saw the mcq... i was like hmm.. then i saw the essay qns... i was like hmm... die die die LOL i got a brain block about 15 mins into the paper... and i just felt like walking out of the exam hall like 15min later... cause i was quite upset but... i just kept going... telling myself NO PHELICIA YOU CAN DO IT... JUST GO SLOW... so yeah managed to squeeze some information out of the tiny mass that's in da head and wrote some stuff... the rest of the ppl in front of me were like writing so much!! and i was there just writing like just a page or maybe 3/4 for one of the qns about 1/2 of it was the graph... i dont' even know whether i wrote enough... whatelse was i suppose to write? i just hope that my mcq outta luck did well... and i got like some marks here and there for the written section... i found out that after i came back that i stated some stuff wrong and label some parts of the graph wrongly but i drew them correctly.. at least i think i did from the lecture notes :S i felt so dissapointed when i saw it cause i really kinda liked this unit which is one of the few that i actually enjoy... oh well... since when was my life here ever smooth sailing anyway... so kinda getting used to this kinda feeling already.. maybe it's just a sign for me to stop and come home and just work or something...

Anyway 2 more papers to go... which are both tomorrow... so good luck to me... I CAN DO IT! lol i hope...

pheli

I hate my life...

ok i know i shouldn't be blogging... but yeah i just had to. i'm just so pissed off... trying to get stuff altogether... it's like i wanna do well for micro but what i seem to know is not enough and tomorrow is the paper and i feel as if i'm gonna fail again... (so many ppl are gonna nag when they read this) ya i know think positive but yeah it's difficult when you know that it's happened to you before and you just can't do it.

Finance today... don't know what to say about it... theory... mind blank.. went on to the other questions... and i was able to to most... well for me it's more than what i did last year... maybe it's because i tried calming down and letting all the information roll out... that's what sof and everyone else was trying to get me to do the whole time... i'm making an affort too..but everytime when i feel that my brain is blank ... i just start all over again...

Was such a freaking cold day today... my legs were shivering when i was doing my papers.. it was quite terrible. and my wonderful calculator flew off the table when i was rushing through the paper ... for the last 10mins.. and yes again i didn't finish the paper... don't know how those ppl actually managed to finish it... how wonderful... and they can actually do well as well. lucy was really sweet she was testing me some stuff cause i know my brain would definately forget my formulars so yeah forgot some though... but yeah what can i do it's over now i've got the last 3 battles... before i start to pack for home.

i feel so down i can't take it i wish i had a smart brain like everyone else around me... but i just don't... feeling stressed...


pheli..

Officially break record

well done to phelicia siow ying qian... she has officially broken the record of not sleeping the whole bloody night...

yeah was up trying to finish what i'm suppose to do but only managed 3 chaps the whole day.... cause had some probs understanding here and there... 2 chaps less than expected but will do later after breakfast... and of course a nap... if not i'll just die! anyway yeah now it's 6.37 am and i refuse to do any work till after i sleep cause my brain is not exactly working at the moment... just my eyes are open:P anyway i'll be home in like about a week plus plus not really looking forward to that at the moment cause exams are drawing nearer and nearer... :S ahhhhhhhhhhh...................

Trying to psycho myself to think positive... to yeah i can finish i can finish what i'm doing!!!! oh well...

thanks for all the sweet notes and encouragement chin, alet, eunice, sis, aida, sarah, ros, sof n di! love you guys muah!!


Pheli out!

Eugene's Party

Us at the Niche!
Originally uploaded by Pheli.

This was a last min decision to actually attend this party... wanted to stay home and study.. but oh well knowing that i'll regret if i didn't go.. i went in the end. Ans i can definately tell you that it was a trip not wasted.

Eunice borrowed justin's car and we went.. i got a chance to have a go at the car before we left and considering that i kinda am rusty with the maual drive... i was quite happy that the car even managed to move lol! i stalled the car 3 times when i was stationary... how shit is that? but driving it was fine... just a little slow... muhahaahaha but at least i still remember man.. quite glad :P. anyway we went to the Niche which is somewhere in subi i think? i don't really know where we were but yeah we weren't very far off from college.. The place had a really high class atmostphere to it.. i love it... i know chin would actually enjoy this place if she were to go... lol.. met a few ppl there... but didn't really mix around much.. eugene was really nice he bought us drinks even though he didn't even know us!! that was really sweet of him. and Mojo lol aka Joseph the cute young lad... that looks like a combi of a girl and jay chou.. ahahahaha he's a "cool dude" but really nice as well easy to talk to. The most fun which we had was when we were at the hippi club.. we were the 1st to enter. cause noone wanted to go in cause the club was empty. But what the heck we did and guess what? we danced the hours away till our parking expired lol... cause we all didn't wanna go back late. The tommy more college ppl were quite happening as well lol cause thre was this song that started playing and all the guys pulled down their pants.. this one guy well there were a few but this guy... he didn't wear underwear so his butt cheeks were showing!!! OMG i tell you... i screamed!!! :S and i thought one was bad... there were a few... some were wearing boxers which weren't too bad cause it was like cute cartoon boxers but the butt cheek ones were damn bloody obscene!
Mojo took lots of pics with everyone! and the best part... not his camera! he's cool smart and cute *drool
Anyway we left the place before 12 but did really enjoy ourselves.. Thanks Ros for inviting us!! Rugby Rules!

Pheli

Valedictory dinner... June...

the crazy bunch again!
Originally uploaded by Pheli.

OK THIS WEEK OFFICIAL LAST WEEK OF UNI!! which means exams are like about a week away!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! shit... anyway valedictory dinner... was alright... wayne our dearest accountant cum IT cum don't know what lah.. he's basically doing almost everything here and there.. anyway he's leaving us that's quite sad.. he's the one that ppl always goes too when megan is not around or when we have IT probs. He's a cool man i should say.. always entertaining and stuff.. tells me stories whenever i pop by to ask for help. oh well it's time for him to retire anyway... he's old.. needs rest! as you can see the crazy bunch of us.. it's a tradition to take a crazy pic at each event so here it is :P

Weather here has been getting colder and colder... i think i sleep more now adays... which is not really good lol cause i need to do my revision and one thing that's been bugging me is my assignment that's driving me nuts.. Business Econometrics argh!i feel like pulling my hair out!

Things that i have achieved this sem:

1. Made much more friends
2. Talked to my cutie pie!
3. Talked to and asked for another
cutie pie's no.
4. Went clubbing
5. Had my 1st grinding with a hot hot
guy at a club
6. Feel much happier...
7. Love my new room
8. Talked to tut mates
9. Gone to lecturers and tutors for
help
10.Gone out more often to see the
world
11.And did i mention made more friends?

LOL well yeah more friends made me happier!! Will do more next sem... lol and of course continue to push my grades up :S

I can't wait to go home i miss salsa soo!!!!!!!!!! much and all my friends back home and since sis has taken up salsa, we can actually go together!! this is so exciting.

oh got my richard gere's hp no. today... ahahaha something which i'll never ever do in sing.. he's too cute to be true and guess what? he's the same age as yours truly! how cool is that? for once i can actually like some cute guy that's NOT younger than me ahahaha... he's a double degree student... doing corporate finance and human movement... just the kind i like sporty!!! *drool too bad it's like the end of the sem... that i started to talk to him but it's alright no harm done.. cause i pushed myself to the max like i promised! ok gotta continue with the assignment!! ENJOY DA PICS!

Pheli