yesterday was the one of the best chill out days i've had... just me and chin.. 2 of our cars side by side windows down and just talking... how often would we ever get a chance to do this i don't know. Stayed at the carpark opposite cine for about almost 2 hours.. just loved it.... when you've got good company... it feels good to chat anywhere!

i'm suck a home going crazy and getting lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!

i've already planned a list of things i wanna do and go

1.GYM
2.Carls JR
3.Cafe Del Mar
4.The Clinic
5.Watch more Movies
6.Salsa
7.Beach
8.Shopping
9.Balcony Bar

Somehow... these have come up for now... i just wanna get out!!!!!! restless restless... need more action in my life! that's where all the clubbing comes in ehehehehe *wink*

cheeky girl
out!

it's been almost of week of doing nothing... getting restless and annoyed... hur hur...

my myspace account has been getting busy lately. Maybe it's the display pic i dont know... today i logged into the account to check if there were any new msges... as as i scrolled down the page there is was flashing in red " 1 new msg" so i clicked the link and it was titled "Hi Pheli" hur from there... i was like thinking not again................. so just for fun.. i read the msg

"how are you? how is life?
like to take me as ur friend?
let me know

XXXX"



sheesh....... i'm sorry but i gotta say... can you think of anything else better to say other than that.. i'm bored.. once in awhile i do entertain such msges and boy... so far i can tell you non.. have turned out normal... i somehow think that usually these ppl have one thing up their mind SEX.

What? do i look like i have the "get to know me and you'll get what you want" look on my face? hello? i'm not a slut... sheesh... sometimes.... men just make me feel that their brains are made of dicks... or rather they think with their dicks.. how do you get to know a girl? " oh fuck her first then we'll see if it works out or not" *smacks the forehead* my god... i have never seen such a himbo in my entire life...

the population of good men are diminishing... seriously... it's like looking for a needle in a battlefield.

today.... the pain just reached an all time high... i can tell you that for sure! just imagine.. feeling the pain all the way from the back of your throat to your gums... yes.. i can feel it in my gums which makes my molars really painful as well.. swallowing had been a torture... if i had the choice i would spit at every opportunity possible. Checked my mouth last night, and well what i can say is that i think i'm getting better. but the pain!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it just kills.... pls recover soon!

ehehe... i think it's football season right now... and i was browsing through cable and ended up in the sports channels and i saw the spanish preimera! it really reminded me of the nights in college where we stayed up the whole night watching and cheering for the various countries.. but for me specifically brazil! i know typical... but i guess they have earned the repect with their good sportsmanship. Hence i decided to put up my fav player eheheh... a.k.a one of fatima bukar's many many "husbands" ronaldinho. Bet you guys must be thinking KaKa huh! since half the time i was screaming for him ahahahahaaha... during the matches... ehehe.... football fever is here again! :D

I have found my new love *grin* wongfuproductions... omg i'm so in love with this phillip guy... *drool* *drool* and more *drool* witty and funny... my kinda man! ahahaha... ok fine... i shall admit... that i like certain chinese guys... only certain types... ahaha see did it... so it's not just ang mos ok! sheesh!

http://www.wongfuproductions.com

Adam was the one that introduced one of their short flims to me and recently.. having more time in my hand i watched almost all their videos... ahahahah i love phillip he so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's one of their more dramatic productions... i prefer the funny ones though.. it's lame... it's so funny!!!





anyhow enjoy!!
I love phillip
out!

i can't explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away......

Support Viva!!!!!!!!!!

vote for my friends!!! on "The Dance Floor Competition"!!!

Chin this is specially for you!! *muah*

Also not forgetting my other salsa buddies!!

For those of you guys who don't really know what it is about... check out the website below!

http://www.thedancefloor.com.sg/

Pheli out!

i have been thinking alot... and i realised that i miss perth sooooo much... it's true when they say that when you're there you miss home but when you're home you miss perth.

i miss the weather
i miss the beaches
i miss the people
not forgetting the endless no. of hot guys
i miss my courage to do almost anything
i miss the so called " freedom"
i miss the smiles.. ( over here... if they do that it's either they want something from you or they think your mad)
i miss the company all the nonsense that we do together in college.
i miss the fun!

Life can be tough over there as your mostly by yourself and alot of decision you've gotta kinda take a chance and make it on your own. But i feel i've grown alot over there. Yes there are many rough patches here and there, but if you look at it as a whole it wasn't as bad as i thought it was at that moment in time.

I miss you perth!!! i wanna go back there again.....
I realised that i'm so lucky to be in that uni with the old buildings and yes although i complain that it seems like a bird park i'm actually quite glad that it was. You'll never find peacocks wandering around your uni over here, neither would you find colourful parrots and not forgetting the ducks... i use to chase around... when i'm feeling abit mischievous .... Makes me sad just thinking of it. :S


Pheli

Finally after 23 years of my life... my tonsils are out! something that's been giving me so much pain for so long. the amount of times i get sick in a year... countless.... so hope it's all good.... right now.. i'm in so much pain... i can't talk neither can i eat much... even swallowing my own saliva argh!!! but no pain no gain...

This is my first op... ever in my life... the nurses around kept laughing at me... well i think cause of the nevous look on my face... they kept trying to calm me down... lol... the op came and went so quickly... i constantly thought of you to keep my mind off the fear and anxiety. :)

When i woke up i was pushed into this room where other patients just came out from an op as well. This lady didn't even know her operation was over... she actually asked the nurse.. " when is the doctor coming to do my operation" and the nurse then told her that it was all over and done. There was this guy which i labelled Mr Whiney the moment he woke up he kept calling for the nurse non stop saying that he wants to go back to his room and he wants to use the bathroom... the funny thing is that i could hear what he wanted from the other end of the room but the nurses... kinda didn't understand the " i want to use the bathroom bit" and he kept complaining that he feels sleepy... complain complain complain shessh.. how can someone feel sleepy and want to use the bathroom at the same time.. if i was in his shoes... i would be wide awake cause i needed to go so urgently... which at that moment in time i was... so ya! i had to wait for quite sometime before i was pushed out of that recovery ward... the nurses were a great help i felt very pampered... except for the fact that they came every 3 hours to check my blood pressure... which i hated...

couldn't sleep the whole of last night... was in pain and was running a fever.... recieved a few msges from you and it just put a smile on my face.

mummy was so sweet she bought me a basket of flowers.. roses and lilles!! red and yellow both of my fave colours!

next week.. i've got the doc's checkup... so i gotta hibernate for a week... was told not to go to crowded places... hope the pain will be over soon...


Pheli out!

i'm missin ya.... but does that mean i'm fallin?

i wish that you could just hold me tight and not let go...

to the OOoohhh sexy one... hope you enjoyed your b'day as much as we all did! the food and deserts were great! and glad you loved all the prezzies!!!