Deluded...

Hatred has overpowered all emotions as i found out wonderful news about some ex crush. I guess it's true then that quiet girls finish last. Just because girls are quiet guys tend to not bother about them or don't even take notice. Maybe they would but you'd have to be somewhat overly attractive to catch the quiet eye. That's the male species for you all scheming just waiting to pounce on any girl that is some what " interesting" what define's interesting to them would be someone that's rather outspoken and has a great figure that's all they look for. I guess it's time to sign up for the nunery all you quiet girls out there... hope is rather slim. I have to admit that i have officially given up. why should i even bother putting in any effort, it's a totally waste of time and energy. Sure you'd say that there is a certain percentage of guys that go beyond all the "interesting" traits a girl would have but have many are those? maybe like 10? i'm pretty sure that i'm able to count them with my fingers. So it's true then that most guys are fucking jerks! I was cursed and will be cursed for life by a certain family member that i will not date well i guess it's true all coming true... WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE!

The only good outcome of this is that i went jogging to day i ran as fast as i could i was and still am on the verge of a breakdown. But the thought of burnning all those fats felt good... So fuck you!