Pissed off day

School's starting and i've got so much to catch up on and i'm starting to panick!! i'm going crazy... today i just spent a whole day trying to do one damn bloody assignment *scream* and i still can't really fully say that what i've done is actually right... you don't know man... you don't know the shit i'm going through at the moment.

trying to stay up late every night just to do my work but can't... i'm really really going crazy soon... just like droping down into the deep sea of no where... I can't even go to the beach for christ sake. trying to destress myself by designing alot of wall papers... done about 5 of them already... it does help a little... makes me clam down for awhile... maybe i should have just done fashion design or something...

Perth royal show's coming up... don't think i'll be able to make it to this year's show... there is just too much to do and revise.... believe it or not but exams are coming in like a month's time... it's such a rush and i've not even gotta started on my notes yet... argh... i really need an angel to save me at the moment... whoever said that coming here was more relaxing than back home... i'll just slaughter the person... this place is driving me nuts... on top of that i've still gotta go on a house hunt and stuff to look for a place so i would be able to stay for the next 1.5yrs left here...

just hope there is more than 24 hrs a day... much more can be done...


Stressed out...
Pheli