Exams in 4 weeks

In excatly 4 weeks from now it's my domes day... i'm so stress that i wanna puke. i have so much to catch up and with the rate i read which is damn bloody slow... i'll never be able to get more stuff done which i sincerly would like to do... and i feel so lost in everything... trying to do tuts as much as possible... and revise at the same time 24 hrs a day for me is simply not enough!

Joined the gym last week..... believe it... something that i never thought about doing... but anyway i did plus i'm going for losta group fitness classes which is totally cool cause i'm enjoying myself so much... it's a very very good way to destress... :P anyway can't type much cause need to start work.

Latest happenings, went to a party and got high for the first time... since it was a house party wastn't that bad... 2 of my friends got really drunk and the rest were just as high as i was... met a few ppl along the way... most were gay... nice cool gay ppl.. which i totally respect. :) most of them are smart asses.. lol alright time for me to go for now! Chao!


Pheli

From Alet's and deb's blog

i think it's so me... lol...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

One Big happy Family

One Big happy Family
Originally uploaded by Pheli.

This was during the bushdance we had a blast pics are up at flickr. Lotsa dancing and drinking and of course not forgetting the wonderful country music!!! Will edit blog to tell you more but now gotta write essay... chao

Pheli!

Frankly Speaking

Dear A,

As you would have already read in chin's blog i would definately agree to what she says. Knowing you'll hate me or even ignore me forever i'm just gonna say it because i feel that you need to know how i really feel about it.

SAYING AND COMPLAINING WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING IS NOT GOING TO DO YOU GOOD. PLS DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

what angers me all the time is that your feeling of being depress is making me think that the lack of ATTENTION and the denial that BOTH OF YOU STILL LOVE EACH OTHER, from that certain someone has made you want attention from others. giving you compasion all the time. It is not that it is a huge problem of listening and giving compasion but it is useless providing something when the problem will resurface time and time and time and time again.

sometimes i feel that you are in a situation where your married to the person and facing verbal and physical abuse everyday when in fact YOU'RE NOT. you are in fact putting yourself in that situation to make yourself even more miserable.

i do understand the insecurities of being in a foreign country but i find that without trying to adapt to the new environment and mixing around more it has caused you to rely on that certain someone too much so much so that you depend on that person for every possible emotional emergency that you need.

whatever happen to that person who is able to face her challenges on her own and fight them by speaking out! that person has taken a very very long vacation since july 2004. I WANT THAT PERSON BACK!

and by the way you are starting to sound very very superficial everything is about looks nothing matters to you on the inside anymore.

that is all i have to say.


if you feel very hurt i am sorry but you feeling upset time and time again has angered me alot because if not for the FUCKER you will never have ever PUT YOURSELF DOWN SO LOW THAT IT COULD REACH THE CORE OF THE EARTH.

Try this ones courtesy from alet's blog

You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Your #1 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

Your Birthdate: September 16

Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and generally the desire to work alone. You are relatively inflexible, and insist on your being independent. You need a good deal of time to rest and to meditate. You are introspective and a little stubborn. Because of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships, but you probably will as you are very much into home and family. This birth day inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to the religious or the unknown realm of spiritual explorations. The date gives you a tendency to seek unusual approaches and makes your style seem a little different and unique to those around you. Your intuition is aided by the day of your birth, but most of your actions are bedded in logic, responsibility, and the rational approach. You may be emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions. Because of this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?