To my dearest friend,

At this moment in time. you are feeling really really miserable.. i can tell from your blog. and somehow i have this feeling it's about HIM again!!!... Seriously! MEN ARE NOT EVERYTHING! you've been tormenting yourself since you've been in that relationship on and off.. and you don't know how much it angers me.. I do agree that women need affection from the opposite sex but don't make it seem like your gonna die without that person. If he's the one he will be no matter what happens.. trying too hard only makes you seem weaker than you actually are. TRUST ME! If the fool can't take jokes or accept you for who you are.. then stop wasting your time.. do something else or at least try and achieve a goal that would not make you feel like shit ever so often! WEIGHT IS NOT EVERYTHING! you don't have to tire yourself out by going jogging at 6am every morning on top for the long working hours you have. even if you want to keep fit.. do it for yourself! not for the fool... and please! don't say that no one loves you except for your parents because you've got other ppl around you like your FRIENDS for instance... if you've forgotten... anyway just hope things get better for you soon

Pheli