Friday, October 07, 2005

It's time to get down to business...

i've been sleeping too much something which i don't know why i just get quite tired. was suppose to do some revision last night but didn't work out... what the hell... anway.. no more play and more study and exercise that's my goal for the whole month..

mum called yesterday and gave a whole nagging about studying... i hate it when she has her moods. sometimes she can be nice and others she just nags at the same problem. i kinda knew she was going to make noise about sending the textbook... didn't ask her to do it by dhl but anyway she sent it and it was quite expensive.. and she ended up complaining about the cost and then asking about my results all over again... i hate it!i hate it when every single time one moment she's so willing to do something for me and the next moment she feels pissed that she has to what is this man make up your mind! most of the time she is anyway what's new as long as you trouble your parents it's like a chore to do something for you. that's why i don't try to rely on myself half the time without telling them stuff. best part was when i told her about my plans about flying home... she asked me what about the job i was suppose to look for over here... i don't wanna work here for now doesn't she get it! i wanna go home i miss home! even though it may seem that i am enjoying myself like crazy here... i miss home! and is she trying to tell me that she doesn't want me home argh! i hate it sometimes... i wish i was not under her control!! anyway since when do i really have a say in anything..

so i better study earlier now since i have the time so i don't have to panick when study week comes all i have to do is just revision... i hope.. so no more early nights it's late nights from now on... and early mornings... it's time to push and push and push!

on a lighter note... went to spring fest yest... it was alright... food was alright... didn't really buy much but everything cost a bomb. going to freo tonight to the prison tour... it cost me 15 bucks! i can't believe i paid 15 bucks to scare myself... oh well.. good company i guess