sometime you feel so lost and hopeless that you'd wish you could just turn back time.i just hope that i'll be ok... don't know how worried i am for the results.. so far i've taken 2 and both are bad.... it's always that automatic reaction that you'd regret that you didn't do enough like you said you would. but yeah... too late for anything now.. and i just hope for the best. i'm not really looking forward to coming home.. because 6 days after that reality would strike... it's gonna be another month of suffering again... where i just wake up in shock or have major anxiety attacks.... for the whole year i've been experiencing it... when would it ever end.... argh!